My dreams came true, now what?

The work continues....

You ever had a dream that you've been manifesting so hard for so long and you can see it coming into fruition and you're so excited and terrified at the same time?

I am in the midst of this dream coming true. I'm packing our home to move, I am creating Beauty out of Chaos. Creating Beauty out of chaos is one of my favorite sayings because it applies to so many different aspects of my life.

In this particular instance I have spent the past 3 years in a perpetual state of Chaos, perpetual state of waiting, frustration, unknown, blockages, isolation and rejection from those that I consider my inter most circle members.

2021 I Received a  work related injury, lost my job, been to numerous amounts of doctor's appointments and had to obtain a lawyer, to get the surgery I needed. This was a pretty extensive surgery, to my dominant arm, with unexpected side effects, not one single person from my local inner circle reached out to say, hey you ok? You need anything? Do you need help with anything?

Months after the surgery I continued even more doctor's appointments and therapy appointments all while dealing with a very difficult insurance company that would block and Stonewall and hinder every step of my treatment all while being stalked by a private investigator any time I left my home,Sounds counter-intuitive huh? Cuz the longer I'm getting treatment the more it's costing them money but they didn't seem to understand that process, but that's their game plan. Instead they get you so frustrated that you just say forget it and walk away. I on the other hand, I'm a little too stubborn for that and have learned a lesson in patience.

I am now at the end of this ordeal I can see the light at the end of the tunnel and that light ends in Indiana, just a little over 2,000 miles away from Nevada where I currently reside. I have faced many shadows, gone through the dark night of the soul, barely holding on by a thread, if I am completely honest. Rebirth, transformation and now, I will move onto my next chapter.

Where  I will join my business partner at the brick and mortar location located in the small town of Connersville , that has a desperate need for much healing, teaching, loving and just inspiration to be the best they could be. So I'm packing I'm creating chaos and I know on the other side there will be Beauty.

I know there will still be work to do once I get there, and I am excited to get into that work  knee deep in the mud and get what needs to be done. This  experience has brought up a lot of shadows that I needed to address within myself, shadows of insecurity, a lot of what ifs, especially pertaining to those are the closest to me. A lot of fears I needed to face and fears that I have yet to face. Each one of the states will be driving through I have a history in, collected baggage, so each one of these states I am setting the intention to release whatever is no longer serving my higher purpose, all that baggage that I brought into my life into my while I was in that state I will release. It's going to be a bit difficult at times, and yes I plan on bringing lots of tissues, but I also know that it's going to be absolutely worth it to release that baggage, to no longer carry that weight around with me. Oh yes that is what I'm looking forward to! I am eager to do so because I know that when I embrace my fears , I grow ,become stronger and I obtain more wisdom so that I can share with others and after all that's my passion.

In my opinion what good is it to obtain all this wisdom and knowledge and keep it all to myself I'm not a library. When you walk into a library you see all these books from floor to ceiling with all this knowledge and it's locked behind those doors there's opening and closing times there's days that it's available and yes it's free to anybody who chooses to walk in and pick up the book and read it, but how many of these books have years of dust on them from just sitting on the shelves waiting for someone to come and open it and read it and obtain the knowledge that has been waiting for so long. I've spent many of my years doing just that reading books watching videos joining Facebook challenging groups etc and I've obtained a lot of knowledge . As one that has recently embraced her Crone status, I'd like to be that asset for others that they can come to as a One-Stop shop as you say and provide that knowledge to them. Whether it be shadow work healing, crystals, self love, herbal remedies and more. You can go to our website and check out our "about us" page to learn a little bit more about myself and my partner at NorthNodemetaphysical.com 

or if you prefer you can look at our YouTube channel again https://YouTube.com/TheNorthNodeMetaphysicalXO , and if you're interested in connecting with me I would love to spend a 15-minute conversation with you to see if we are a good match and see if we can proceed together along this journey side by side growing and learning together.  I look forward to hearing from you. In the meantime I have much more packing to do I'll see you soon.